Archive | June, 2018

Fission

4 Jun

[I wrote this poem a few months ago when I was going through a really hard time in my life. Today, i’m finally ready to share it].

 

Letting go and holding on,

This cycle drove me crazy

I tried to squeeze too tight

But my fear made you lazy.

 

I forgive you for myself

Not because you deserve it

Shots were fired all around

But it was me alone the bullets hit.

 

One day when you wake up,

It’ll already be too late

The realization may never come

But such is cruel fate

 

Treat the new one better

God knows we all deserve that

To love and be loved, to hold and be held

God knows I deserved that

 

Not from you or from

The demons of my past

These were all fleeting moments

Never meant to last

 

I have come to terms with

The pain I fought for so long

So afraid to face it but

Confrontation gave me this song

 

All the feelings that I held

For a false hope – a blurred vision

You and I were never meant

To end in more than fission.

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